Most of you know that my husband lost his job last month. We've decided that if he can't find another job here by Christmas then we are going to move back to my hometown for a bit while he looks for jobs in Utah - the place we ultimately want to live and raise our family.
He of course would rather stay here longer and I would rather move now, but we are both totally okay with whatever happens. We have prayed and prayed and know that whatever way it goes will be the right way for us. We will end up in Utah 'soon enough' (hubs words not mine).
Well Hubby had an interview on Monday and he did really well. He's pretty confident that the job is his. We'll know for sure next week sometime. I'm very happy and proud of him for doing so well. I'm relieved, excited and sad all at the same time. If we moved we would be closer to my family, and might have more luck in the ttc area. I'm trying not to think about it.
Cleaning a lot, working, listing to Christmas music, watching movies, but nothing really makes the time go by any faster. I need more patience, trust and faith. Being an adult is hard for everyone sometimes right? I need to get out and go for a walk more often or just call my mommy. Funny how I forget those things so easily and get bogged down and depressed. It's like I have two personalities and every once in awhile the bad one slips out and vomits all over the place. (*gross* sorry)
But I'm okay now. I am very loved and very blessed. I shouldn't have complained or thought the things I did yesterday. It's not me, or who I want to become. So don't let me do it again - please please. Okay thanks! I'll let you know what happens. Oh and thanks for listening :)