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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Most of you know that my husband lost his job last month. We've decided that if he can't find another job here by Christmas then we are going to move back to my hometown for a bit while he looks for jobs in Utah - the place we ultimately want to live and raise our family.

He of course would rather stay here longer and I would rather move now, but we are both totally okay with whatever happens. We have prayed and prayed and know that whatever way it goes will be the right way for us. We will end up in Utah 'soon enough' (hubs words not mine).

Well Hubby had an interview on Monday and he did really well. He's pretty confident that the job is his. We'll know for sure next week sometime. I'm very happy and proud of him for doing so well. I'm relieved, excited and sad all at the same time. If we moved we would be closer to my family, and might have more luck in the ttc area. I'm trying not to think about it.

Cleaning a lot, working, listing to Christmas music, watching movies, but nothing really makes the time go by any faster. I need more patience, trust and faith. Being an adult is hard for everyone sometimes right? I need to get out and go for a walk more often or just call my mommy. Funny how I forget those things so easily and get bogged down and depressed. It's like I have two personalities and every once in awhile the bad one slips out and vomits all over the place. (*gross* sorry)

But I'm okay now. I am very loved and very blessed. I shouldn't have complained or thought the things I did yesterday. It's not me, or who I want to become. So don't let me do it again - please please. Okay thanks! I'll let you know what happens. Oh and thanks for listening :)

6 bubble blowin' comments:

thatgirlblogs said...

the right job is out there. sending hugs.

Mighty M said...

Whatever happens, sounds like you will be okay with it! I wish you both lots of blessings and good luck!!

Eva Gallant said...

fingers crossed, here!

Confessions From A Working Mom said...

Stopping by from SITS--

I love your sunny outlook on what could be a very depressins situation, but I shouldn't be surprised given the title of your blog!

You know, my hubby and I eventually want to move back to the town where I grew up, but we both have stable jobs several states away. Sometimes, what seems like a curse (losing a job) can definitely be a blessing if it gets you closer to your ultimate goal.


The Blonde Duck said...

I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!

Maricris Zen Mama said...

I wish you the best. We are in the same boat and right now the "sea is a bit rough" but we'll get through it.

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