Hubby: "You are the love of my life."
Me: "Oh yeah?"
Hubby: "Yep. And when Maddie comes she's be the love of my life too."
Me: Big Smile.
So my appointment went as well as hoped. All my tests came out normal or negative. As Hubby would say, "my pipes are fine". The only problem they can see is my ovulation - it's not happening much, if at all, my hormones are all out of whack, but we pretty much knew that already. I got some drugs ($84 -suck) to stop the bleeding, it will make me really tired and really sleepy, and then in three weeks I go back to discuss fertility treatments.
I don't know that much about fertility treatments. It scares me and I fear that the more I learn the more I will stress out. Stressing is part of the problem right? So that would make things worse? Or maybe it won't matter, I don't know. And what about the cost, will our insurance cover most of it? We need to save up to actually pay for the baby stuff when it's born, if we have to pay a ton to just get it in my tummy... sigh.
But that all fail in comparison when I think about this simple fact: if it all goes well I could be holding my very own baby in my arms by this time next year.