Wish me luck!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Been saying for months years now that I was going to make a gyn appointment. Well our new insurance is finally gone through so I did it. I called about 15 different offices, called back the one that sounded the nicest and booked their earliest appointment which was April 26th.

I
am
so
scared

tmi warning! I've only gotten a pap one time before. It was terrible. Painful. And I really don't want to even experience it again. Apparently my cervix is 'way up there' and hard as heck to get to. Augh! But on the plus side Hubby and I are hopping that is the reason we haven't been able to get pregnant yet (any doctors in the house - could that be a reason??).

You can practically hear the butterflies flying throughout my whole body. I'm so scared to find out the worst, but I've realized that I'd rather deal with any terrible truth now then find out too late that something could have been done. It's worth any pain and heartache I have to go through to finally get my baby. Hubby mentions it everyday now, even talks to and rubs my stomach pretending and practicing. It's time, it's so time.

Wish me luck!

7 bubble blowin' comments:

Nicole said...

Good Luck!!! It is the most uncomfortable appt EVER! BUT on the bright side its only once a year =D Hopefully you found a GREAT doc because that makes a world of diffirence! I chose the people that sounded the nicest too (apparently whoever answered the phone at the beginning doesnt anymore! because they are Biatches now! lol) ANYWAY My dr totally gets me in a comfort zone then I am talking so much I hardly notice BUT then I do! lol ANYWAY hopefully you will get the answers you are looking for =D

Mary said...

Good Luck!!! Hope it goes good and you can find out what is going on!! I need some grandbabies :)

87 Dance Productions said...

Best of luck!!! I know someone who tried for 10 years! And guess what...she just had her baby last month. If you want it, it will happen!!!

Chelsey said...

Good Luck! I absolutley hate going to the gyn too!

The Girl Next Door Grows Up said...

Good luck! Maybe it will be better this time! I am sure it will.

Mighty M said...

Oh, good luck to you! I too think you will have a better experience this time (as good as you can have at the gyno anyways). I will be taking both of my kids to the dentist on the 26th! :)

Ronnica said...

I hope it went well! I went in for only my second pap earlier this year. It was much quicker than I remember from the first time (or perhaps it WAS quicker) which was refreshing even if nothing else was!

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