tmi warning! I've only gotten a pap one time before. It was terrible. Painful. And I really don't want to even experience it again. Apparently my cervix is 'way up there' and hard as heck to get to. Augh! But on the plus side Hubby and I are hopping that is the reason we haven't been able to get pregnant yet (any doctors in the house - could that be a reason??).
You can practically hear the butterflies flying throughout my whole body. I'm so scared to find out the worst, but I've realized that I'd rather deal with any terrible truth now then find out too late that something could have been done. It's worth any pain and heartache I have to go through to finally get my baby. Hubby mentions it everyday now, even talks to and rubs my stomach pretending and practicing. It's time, it's so time.
Wish me luck!